Here In My Life

chalet OVERDOSE!

2008-08-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

Chalet was over in a blink of an eye, i thought it was going to be a long one but it all felt so short. First was my poly class chalet which was from Monday to Wednesday and everything was good. DotA and diuing in the middle of the night! Brought 3 extensions so that everyone has a place to plug whatever they want to plug and yeah, 3 days passed and it was over, the class of W15C`08 Republic Polytechnic, I'll miss you.

Next was the chalet for my beloved fairsians! Wednesday to Friday and i was like a living zombie walking round and round on the last night due to chalet overdose! HAHA. Everyone was drunk, only me and bel were the sober ones but nothing particular happened. They claim it was the best and i have to agree everyone had their fun. Lucky i nvr drink, if not all the girls kanna rape by those people i also dunno. haha. Next morning had to leave for some event and yeah, almost died there. haha.

The End

oh my love

2008-08-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

Fiona! she's hot, sizzling! haha.

its o v e r babes

2008-08-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

Yes, its over, my class in RP, W15C will be missed. Yesterday was the last day of my first semester in RP and yes, change class every semester. Played stupid games outside dhoby gaut mrt and i'm proud to say that this class will be missed badly by many of us. Yeah, enough of the sad stuff.

Elite Athlete Performance Test(EAPT) today and i did quite a great job i guess. from balancing to pull ups to running and hopping hexagons. Sit ups and push ups were alright and its just God's grace ain't it? Muscles aching to the extreme and i'm sleepy.

To my friends of W15C, i've got nothing to say except that i love you and hope we stay close! :)

To my friends of Fairfield Methodist, you will always be my baby.

To my beloved Clique and friends who have stood by me, be faithful to this friendship and let the love flow through your heart! :) <3

wen your face maintain ar!

2008-08-09T02:41:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday Singapore, not really interested in your birthday tho. Training early in the morning today and it was burning hot. My face is burned. Some elite athlete test coming up, don't know if i'll fail but i'm gonna do my best cos Team Of The Year Award next year has a part to play in this test. If the dragon boat team wins the award again, we can go anywhere in SEA free!! I need to sleep real badly, so badly and so badly.

i'm a happy boy! :)

2008-08-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

hello good morning, im back into this blog trying to express myself again. Sigh, i am feeling so happy but also tired. i've nvr felt energetic in months due to intense training but God let me feel that though life is tough, he is always there to make me smile and i appreciate that. :)
Founder's day dinner was great, $80 spent on taking photos and eating only less then $8 of food. haha. I'm not going to let post any pictures. Met up with so many ex fairsians and let me tell you asses reading this blog, fairfield got the greatest bunch of asses, they just really rock. Totally. Life has been better for me and i've upgraded from 5 pull ups to 7 pull ups. oh yeah. thats all. training on national day, beat that. Thats RPDB. I want to thank the team for awarding the best cadet award. It really motivates me to train even harder then i am now and i hope all of you give 100% in your training! :)

time cant erase this feeling this strong.

2008-07-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello, long time no blog. haha. dragon boat everyday! YAY! CAN DO PULL UPS ON MY OWN ALREADY!! SUNBURN! :)

you'll always be a part of me, i'm part of you indefinitely! :)

nice song eh?:)

i'm smiling, why?

firstly, i went to church today!!
secondly, i can do pull ups on my own! (God's help) :)
lastly, i feel good! :)

senior o v e r

2008-07-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

Wah, crazy day for me. Went for training today and was actually called to go into the senior boat because there wasn't enough seniors today. The stroke rate o v e r la. So fast, i think my hands robot la. Couldn't catch up la banana. Got Bs for most of my recent test, hope it continues. Chapelton yesterday was alright, met many ex fairsians. haha. Sleeping soon, masters series tomorrow.

new week of the hardcore

2008-07-07T09:54:00.000-07:00

Just realised that 2 more weeks and i will have to change class already. Wth, my poly friends that i met, every single one of them is wonderfull except those china ones but nice class on the average. Really gonna miss so many of them! Oh man! Here are some phrases that my class wont spend the day without,
1. O V E R
2. eh, last warning ah
3.your face maintain ah
4.fuck your face
5.fuck you bitch
6.fuck you
7.what the hell! (low voice)
8.screw your mum
9.what the miah!
10.could have been betta
11.i'm cereal! (serious)
Aint our class filled with colours? Lovely.
Don't know if i should go chapelton, i love chapelton but i've got training!

RPDB - training hard, gyming everyday. If you ask me whether i'm slimmer now, no.

broken specs

2008-07-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

Fuck this guy in my class. His name is james and he needs to be whacked. He fucking demanded 300 bucks from me just because i spoiled his specs the last time and wanted to call the police. Fuck him really. And you know whats the funniest part? He say he used to be a gang leader. I almost burst out laughing. Unknown weapon against dragon boat paddle.
On the brighter note, i realised that i have the passion for dragon boat. I miss my friends from fairfield, all of them. Guess i cant make it for chapelthon, sad.

pon school siol

2008-07-01T07:26:00.001-07:00

Pon sch for 2 consecutive days. Champion. Ytd pon school to watch zohan, today just went to my sch library and play dota. Naughty naughty me me. haha.

SDBF

2008-07-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

Yay! Singapore Dragon Boat Festival is over, results were alright, POL-ITE Champions, tertiary women 3rd, National mens open 4th, Tertiary men 4th. Not bad huh, Our turn next year, but this time we're gonna be fit and win many more medals. Left school half way today to catch zohan with classmates, haha, naughty boy. Yeah, working hard for the next race, haha. My leg hurts.

dunno la

2008-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

Life's not going well for me. Problems here and there. Changing class soon, gonna miss all of them. totally.

gangster music

2008-06-23T08:39:00.003-07:00

Problems between my class and another class, won't be that easy this time. However, i'm not involve so maybe this time i'll be a neutral party. Beat up this guy from my class today also, he is an ass and retard. Broke his specs. Fuck him man.

countdown to SDBF

2008-06-23T08:39:00.002-07:00

Training hard.

what sial.

2008-06-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened today, normal school and self training at gym after that. Done.

timed

2008-06-17T08:21:00.004-07:00

Oh yeah, training today again but this time we've reaped better results. 800m with a timing of *.** mins, not bad for a year 1's timing at all. We still got another week to improve before the race, our fitness can cut another 5 seconds or so and we may just qualify for semi finals in the SDBF!
Aside from that, i've got nothing to add. Haha.

8 9 10 ah go!

2008-06-17T08:21:00.003-07:00

Today was great though i was late for training. We had a friendly pace with ITE dragon boat team. Arrogant bunch of guys. They were saying that RP yr 1s are fat and stuff. -.- childish. Anyway, our senior men's team, women's team and us, the junior team thrashed them. Oh yeah, not forgetting our senior mix and junior mix team. Good day anyway.
Training tomorrow, hope we can improve more by next Saturday's dragon boat festival.
Over.

tired from all these and that

2008-06-17T08:21:00.002-07:00

Training for 1 whole week. Had dizzy spells today so did not manage to finish the 9km run. But i at least completed 2km with my head spinning.
School has been alright this week and all i can say is that I'm tired. Tired of many things and also physically.
I'm going to put things back where it use to be.

run fat boy run

2008-06-17T08:21:00.001-07:00

Over. Just ended test and i think i fail. Running today. Alot of running going to happen later.

on the run

2008-06-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, proud of myself today! Training as usual but this time with a little more improvement man! The team would usually run 3 rounds round the campus and I've always been lagging behind due to my size and stamina but today, i was with the team, i was running alongside with them and everyone was a little surprise and also proud of me. I'm going to train harder and not let the team down.
Science lesson today and its about fireflies and their lighted butt. Screwed it up but oh well, I'll do better the next time.
Have been busy with dragon boat and have not met the clique for a week already, soon i hope.

10.20

2008-06-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

Training today as usual, did a complete 800m in preparation for the coming festival. Horrible timing i guess and we totally lacked stamina. Oh well, school starts tomorrow, hate it man, I'm gonna emo again. Hope everything goes fine for all and happy father's day! :)

breathless

2008-06-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

Training today as i've said. Had some bonding session just now after training. Went for some pool with the yr ones. SDBF! I really want some time with my friends but i just cant find time due to the intense training and i really hope we will reap the results of our labour. We've been paddling long distance and its really no joke man.

new has come

2008-06-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today is water training. Learn new stroke and is quite effective, the boat was moving much faster then before and really hope we can hit the finals in the upcoming SDBF. Tomorrow another day of training. ok.

sleep sua

2008-06-11T10:06:00.001-07:00

Sleepy..ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

sian sial

2008-06-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

Things didnt go well at chalet ytd. People come and go but this time all go. Wasnt a big difference anyway,just slept through the second night and then checked out next morning. Supposed to go training but stupid qilin took my phone so i couldnt wake up. Anyway, went home to put down my stuff and off i went for class bbq. It was good. Met kennedy there at east coast, didnt talk much. Went home at 11 and oh yeah, back home on my comfy bed. I've still been thinking alot about what happened few weeks back and just cant seem to get my mind off it. Very tired now and tmr morning still got training so goodnight.

wtf

2008-06-09T13:50:00.000-07:00

Its 5am now and Italy lost to holland 3-0. Chalet is funny, we joke about png for half an hour. haha.

ride for you

2008-06-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today went to church. Was a little hyper i dont know why. Went to the gym alone and wasnt so productive so went to qilin house to meet dan and lin. Went to eat at bugis after that then back home here now. Tmr is class chalet, i hope everything will be good and no one screws it up. Shit. Thinking about tmr, i feel messed up again. Thats it for today.

damn the rain

2008-06-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

argh, didnt get to paddle much today, due to stupid weather. But i've made 2 new friends today! JAIME & ZOEY! I dont know how to spell their names but talked to them quite abit cos they were sitting in front of me in the boat. Their voice sounds like they are only in primary school. So high and squeaky. haha. We were just joking around the boat and trying to give points to the joke each other tell. It was obviously they wasnt such a good joker. haha. But jaime is very funny, she will tell us when she needs to fart. Thats so unglam but also somehow cute. haha. Stupid i say, just like neo, likes to fart. We were freezing in the rain and we only had each other on the boat to entertain each other while coach is at the back coaching the others. Such a pleasant time there. Thanks. Life has been better i guess, but sure better with you around.

everything was alright

2008-06-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

Today is shit. Woke up with a damn headache and mood swings. Couldnt get myself together so i just laid at my sofa sleeping till afternoon. Went to the doctors and they said my leg is healed alr, can take out the metal rod alr. WTF! That sucks ok, i hate operations. Its so scary. Operation is in august so i still have time to make love to the metal. -.-
What goes around comes around. Good luck.

stupid day

2008-06-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

Met jolian today and went to queensway to get some stuff and then back to NP to gym with vincent. Couldnt get into the aircon one so we just went to the small one downstairs. Met dan and lin after that and then went to play pool and home.
God will make a way.

laiya kiya!

2008-06-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

If you're happy and you know it paddle hard! PADDLE HARD! If you're happy and you know it paddle hard! PADDLE HARD! If you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it if you're happy and you know it paddle hard! PADDLE HARD! This was the song sang today when everyone was about die from the long distance paddling at seletar reservoir. The whole boat sang and it was a totally touching scene as we pushed each other and endure every single stroke.
SDBF is coming and i see people pushing really hard and i can feel that all of them dont want to let the team down. We will keep our RP standard and not let our seniors hard work go to waste. We are improving really fast and soon we'll be able to win every race we go in for.
NTU, NUS, SMU, SIM, NP, SP, TP, NJC, MOUNTBATTEN CSC. These are the big shots who never give up chasing the title and they really work very hard for it. Tough competition against the universities but we will succeed because we are TEAM REPUBLIC RPDB!
I miss my friend and i'm serioul.

rabakly me

2008-06-03T05:33:00.001-07:00

Was late for training and the whole dragon boat team do 100 pumpings. wth. -.- My hand hurts from all the training today but i think i've grown stronger by the trainings and i hope im ready for SDBF.
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph, shout unto God with a voice of praise! Lord im shining for You! :)
Im feeling better from all those friendship problems but inside i'll keep on trying! I will endure and not give up! God is awesome! :)

welcome to my life

2008-06-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

My life is full of gym and dragon boat and it wont end. Met liangfu for dinner today and ate curry fish head downstairs. I feel so lethargic nowadays and i'm really not prepared for the coming dragon boat fest if im going for the race. Im still short and i'll live with it, God has his plans and it will be good. I am not what i used to be, i used to laugh at everything i could laugh at or make fun of everything that i can make fun of but now i'm just a quiet lonely boy living in this world of agony. I cant jump or smile at jokes cause the joke was on me. You were part of my smile and thoughts but now seems like everything is just black and white, thoughts becomes negative, smiles becomes fake and everything crashed at the very moment you left. Please set me free from this misery and all you need to do is talk to me. The barrier of awkwardness has been built the moment you left but i've break it, its your turn, take a step forward and bring a genuine smile to my face.

Dont worry cos His there

2008-06-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

Went to wake dan up at his house ytd at 9. haha. Wasnt in the mood to go to church. Oh so baddie of me to do that and i know i am forgiven! :) I tried talking to her ytd but i was ignored. Nvm, i will not be discouraged and hang in there for my friend to accept me back in her circle. Hey you over there, you can ignore me forever but im not stepping back! :) Went to stayover at liangfu house but i just dosed off while he was playing his wow. Slept till morning and came back home. Now i dont know what to do, need to stay at home to take care of my sister so i guess i'll just clean up my house. Im so in love with hillsong! :)

im dead tired

2008-05-31T05:11:00.000-07:00

Training ytd was good, today was good also. watched indiana jones with dan, lin, liangfu and sop after training ytd till 1 plus. Stupid, couldnt wake up for training today. Im tired and sleepy right now and i am still feeling down. Everyday i think of you and the great times we had together. I feel bad for irritating you. Now i just hope your good friends dont do the same thing to you like what you've done to me, this is a really awful feeling.

emo nemo no more please

2008-05-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today wasnt as bad as i thought, skipped school and went riding with jolian, batam and khaidan. Just ride around and chilled out till 2 when dan and I cabbed back to dan's place to play games. Sop joined us later and then now im back at home at 11pm. How i wish life was just like that everyday. I really dont want to talk about this anymore but its killing me. Im sad and just sad. Drowning myself with things i shouldnt be doing to cover this pain but when im at home, i just cant stop thinking about things that make me sad, i just cant. This is very unlike me but sometimes when you lose something or someone important, you'll kind of give everything up. This just aint cool.

stay or turn around and run

2008-05-28T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hey there, yes i've been feeling a little better but that little improvement still wont make me smile. Good to see you having a good time:) I'll just be hiding round the tree behind you and will be there when you need me :) Went off during lunch again, i might as well dont go school. Wont be going tmr cos i just need some friends to hold me tight and sustain me for this point of my life. Whats gotten into you? You've hurt me. :'( But i know you didnt mean it and i forgive you.

i did it again

2008-05-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

As what i've said in my previous post, i left class during lunch break. The classroom really made me emo like crazy. Dont know why, just wanted to get out for some fresh air. So i guess my grade for today will be an F.
Went to the sports complex and wanted to start gyming but it wont be open till 4. So me, sufi and mancy kicked pingpong ball for an hour before going up to the field. found a rugby ball and soccer ball so we had a great time playing off in the big field our self. Its really stupid. Its been a long time since i kicked a ball and i think i still got some stuff left. haha. I think that was the only moment that i was laughing and forgetting my sad life. After that, emo again at the gym. I just kept doing those weights and couldnt stop. My hands are weak and shaking now. Came home early and now infront of my notebook starting to emo again. wth.

Lets take a look at lovely history.

Hey guys! Thanks for the trip, haha i really love it! I miss the times we had in australia! Dreamworld, movieworld, jet boat, cooking our own dinner, blue mountains, aquarium, koala bears, kangaroo, opera house, drinking together and more!!!! Sop getting drunk, haha and the cool weather over there! It is so hot in Singapore, cant stand it! haha Taking the log ride and scooby doo ride for so many times! We were having so much fun, getting ourselves all wet! haha Having the same SUPERMAN shirt,wearing the same boxers, and jay jays fans! Haha cool ah! Everyone was looking at our boxers, and we got smacked on our ass! haha it was awesome! I really enjoyed the times we has together! :) I miss australia! :) Love you guys, see you soon! :) - qilin

Hi, i dont know what i have done wrong to deserve this. I was praying so hard that it would be all just a joke but i guess its not. You guys were and will always be the best clique i ever had in fairfield. The best group of friends. After wen told me that you were happier without me my heart really sank. But i guess its really true now and i know i cant do anything about what you all have decided. Thank you all for the good memories you all gave me. Thanks for the quarrels we had that made me realise that i loved you all more each time. Thanks for everything...I wish this wasnt happening. i still cant believe that in two weeks i have lost my most important group of friends' sorry if i have been wasting your time and bringing you all not happy but bad memories. Hope you all read this message before deleting it.. I really wished i could turn back time and change some things i did wrong.. But its too late now. I was really looking forward for your return so we can go out and catch up as usual.. It took me really long before i decided to send you all this last message. I guess its really over now... I'll never have the same group of friends like you all again, im sure. And every word i am saying is true. I'll never forget the good times we had. Love you guys always.., Take care and God bless. I hope you didnt think i was crapping and making up stories because i wasnt. I'll never forget this moment. I dont know how to express myself anymore.. I am really really sorry for anything ive done wrong. But i have no idea why this had to happen... I really love you guys. And will always. Good luck in all you do. There are still so many things i want to say to you all but i dont want to waste anymore of your time. So i guess that's it. I love you Guys, and i really mean it. Not just now but always. -bel

I'm feeling how bel would have felt at that time of her life. Its the same. If you think you were hurt at that time, try imagining my pain. I beg you. You are important to me.
Im emo again. I hate it man. Lord, you let me have friends that grow so close to me and now take away from me, i really hope that things will be okay and i find refuge under your wings when im at my lowest point.
Hope DB training will be okay tmr.

solution

2008-05-26T18:42:00.000-07:00

hillsong-solution

It is not a human right to stare not fight, while broken nations dream. Open up your eyes so blind that we might find the mercy for the need.
Hey now fill our hearts with your compassion, hey now as we hold to our confession.
It is not too far a cry too much to try and help the least of these. Politics should not decide if we should rise and be your hands and feet. Hey now fill our hearts with your compassion, hey now as we hold to our confession.
Woah! God be the solution. Woah! and we will be your hands and be your feet.
Higher than all circumstances and your promise stands, Your love for all to see.Higher than our protest lines and dollar signs Your love is all we need.
Hey now fill our hearts with your compassion, hey now as we hold to our confession.
Woah! God be the solution. Woah! and we will be your hands and be your feet.
Only you can mend the broken heart and cause the blind to see. Erase complete the sinner's past And set the captives free.Only you can take the widows cry and cause her heart to sing. Be the father to the fatherless, our Saviour and our King.
We will be your hands, we will be your feet, we will run this race for the least of these; In the darkest place, we will be your light, we will be your light.We will be your light and we will be your handsa and feet.We will run,We will run,We will run with the solution.

I got every urge to run out of class now, nothing is right here and i feel emptyness. My mood is swinging fast and now its on the bad side. I don't like things this way and im so sorry. I want the life before all these happened. Everthing was okay and i screwed it up, i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry.

Freeze, i caught you.

2008-05-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Hi, thanks for the few who read my blog. Emo post for the past few days and many people out there are trying to cheer me up and i appreciate that. Things didnt get better today, skip sch cos i wasnt in the mood to go. Ate breakfast with jolian and he kind of cheered me up a little. Went queensway to get singlet for DB training. Met dan after that and off to marina square to look for dragon boat paddle shop but i couldnt find it.
Kept thinking of how am i a friend to many people and how they actually think of me. I really cant figure out all these but please give me feed back on my character and if im annoying you. i really cant afford to lose anyone who is in my circle of friends and i thank you all for building up this small little cosy circle around me. :) I really hope this circle doesnt get any smaller!
I TREASURE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU AND PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE THIS CIRCLE UNLESS I KICK YOU OUT! LEAVING MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS WITHOUT PERMISSION IS PROHIBITED BY WENHUI'S LAW! FOR THOSE WHO LEFT THIS CIRCLE, WHETHER FOR THE TIME BEING OR FOR GOOD, YOU'RE WELCOME BACK INTO THIS LITTLE CIRCLE OF MINE! BECAUSE I DIDNT KICK YOU OUT! :)
Come and colour my life with different coloured crayons but no black please!
Im emo now again and this just wont stop. I'd do anything to keep you safe and in return bring joy and laughter to you! Sorry if i've hurt anyone of you cos i sincerely didnt mean to.
I want you back here with me my friend, no hard feelings or soft feelings or special feelings. I just need you here cos i miss talking to you, be safe. I know the devil is coming between us and im praying to Daddy to kick some ass away. Screw away with you, FUCKING SATAN, my friend is mine and if you touch her, i'll fuck your fucking dick head. bastard. Sorry for vulgarities used. I'll protect you my friends, if
satan is looking for trouble, i'll give it to him.

Judgement day?

2008-05-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

Today was not good at all. Things aint where it should be and everything dont seems right to me. Just when things was going back into place, just when i understood your feelings and just when i realised my mistake, you gave up. I felt lost and abandoned. I teared my eyes dry but still couldnt suppress the pain and agony going on inside me. I am devastated.
You never want to hear from me again. Thats how close and strong our friendship is? A phrase from yellowcard came into my mind and it stayed there all day long, "its ok to be angry but never let go" I know going to the extreme is your nature but do you understand how i feel? You'll never understand cos you have nvr love someone so deeply and get rejected or ignored before. You have relieved my memory of how heart broken i was when i was into siewyi. You did the same to me. Am i that detestable?
2 months of close friendship, we were getting closer and closer by the days and i felt that i could tell you everything but 1 mistake from me and out i go from your circle of friends. Im hurt and wounded right in the heart of the heart. Just wanted to be friends with you now but no second chance. Which reminds me of the song second chance by hillsong. I am really lonely now, i got no friend that i could talk to so freely in my poly and i thought that you could be the one that God sent down for me but you left. Who do i go to now?
Theres a God up there who cares for me and that i know will not leave me but i also know that he is showing me that he care through you. What can i say or do to have you back my friend? I apologise again that feelings developed for you after this period of closeness. Losing someone? I rather have cancer and have you by my side talking to me. I really hope we could talk again and be the friends we used to be. Enjoyed the times when you came all the way down to RP to find me, im touched and appreciate it. Thats how sweet a friend you can be but why let go of me, im still holding on.
The world is full of dirty stuff but i hope i can be the one protecting you from all these as a friend. No feelings involved.
Im feeling everything negative now but i hope life goes well for you and may God bless you with many caring friends.
"How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done, I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run. I know that I've hurt you, things will never be the same"

HILLSONG OEI!

2008-05-24T21:28:00.000-07:00

Water training was good ytd and doing long distances and sprints. Went to dan's house to bathe, and got prepared for the aim of the day, HILLSONG! Went there early and saw bel chua on the way. Carrying a paddle is really not very nice cos got no place to put. haha. If you think hillsong was awesome, think twice, they were far more then that ytd. It was heart warming and love was everywhere in that building. I'm visiting hillsong in australia man i dont care! They sang so many wonderful songs and it really helped me realise that God has everything planned nicely for us and i really do not need to worry about my life and just live it with God's abundant grace! Though i wasnt really in a good mood at first cos of her, she just like totally ignored me and thats so saddening but the songs cheered me up! I really enjoyed every single song man! im sure the rest did and im glad that the crowd were so enthusiastic about this whole thing.
I CHOOSE TO STAND FOR MY GENERATION! :)

Tiring sial!

2008-05-23T08:11:00.000-07:00

Woke up today and i found out that i cant even walk the distance to the toilet cos i hurt my ankle. I dont know why i hurt it but i it just hurt. haha. Took cab to sch. Screw around in class today again and went for DB training after sch. It was tiring man, push ups and push ups. haha i push up king alr. haha. I am so in love with my dragon boat yr 3 captain, he inspires me and is very handsome looking i say. haha. Thats random. I am still trying to get taller. "THERE CAN BE MIRACLES WHEN YOU BELIEVE!" HAHA. I love that song. WATER TRAINING tmr at 7.30! Die alr la haha. Hillsong come come HAHA! This is mental retardation! goodnight all! believe in miracles! Singapore Dragon Boat Festival is coming loh! RPDB FIGHT! 8, 9, 10 ah STRETCH OUT!

spend or not?

2008-05-21T18:20:00.000-07:00

Found this product online called growth enhancement plus! It makes you taller by at least 1 inch and can hit a max of 4 inches of growth! 1 months supply of this pills is going at $94, 3 months for $284 and 6 month at $568! Tell me if i should spend this anot. I really want to grow taller! Dont ask me why. Is it worth it? Definitely need more then a month People just keep telling me im too short and its only the girls that tell me im short. i really hate my height and totally feel like going for an operation which cost $45,000. What can i do? Lord! Please help me and give me some hint as this problem is bugging me disrupting my life. It may also be a blessing in disguise but its disturbing me for now. Is she worth my money? I really dont know. Very irritated, disturbed and frustrated. Im like screwing around with ppl i dun like now in class. Im pissed. Give me some advice please.
No DB today, im getting buffer by the days but if i still remain this height, i might as well be a walking muscle instead of human. -.- wth.
Feel like buying bike.

oh yeah.

2008-05-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

400 push up tmr for the china earthquake victims! I hope i can take it. haha. Life is boring with dragon boat and routine classes everyday! Met dan lin sop for pool and i must admit i have quite a bit of luck today. haha. Many things are happening in my class now, we have idiots who act cute -.-, and one "gold digger" who keeps digging his nose and sticking his shit under the class tables, walls and floors. wth. sick bastard. Ok, tired for now, hope manchester wins the champions league. :) ZzZzZzZzZz...

Dragon Scientist to the rescue!

2008-05-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

TODAY SHIOK SHIOL! Its science lesson today and as usual, i dominated the class with distinct boiling point knowledge! Guess what! My whole class doesnt know latent heat of fusion or vaporisation, steam is invisible and what a medium is! HAHA! OWNAGE EXPLAINATION BY ME! haha. They dont even know evaporation occurs with any temperature and only at the surface of the liquid...and boiling occurs throughout the liquid.
Went to the gym after school for awhile then met dan sop and lin to play pool. haha. Thats all haha. Off to watch southpark! and talk to her haha.

For You.

2008-05-19T06:39:00.000-07:00

Chia Yew Hwee is very funny. He has a baby boy at home. haha. Hello everyone, i guess its been long since I've blogged and I'm not a very good blogger by the way. Life has been good in RP, Dragon boat is draining my life away but i've got to endure and not be a quitter. RPDB OEI! :) i am not very happy now, i just feel that life is meaningless but i know Daddy is still there for me! There is this girl in my life, dun ask me who. She isn't just any ordinary chick out there, she is very adorable in her ways and loves God very much. Her smiles are sweet. :)
Went cycling with joel and matthew today. Looked for chia yew hwee and had lunch with him. He is a miser as always. No free lunch despite my effort cycling all the way there. haha. Matthew is cute :)

"i'd do anything" - simple plan

mood- pain in the heart.

my home is borringg me to the maxx bitch

2007-11-24T01:46:00.001-08:00

Ask me why am i staying at home all day! COS MY "CARING" MOTHER WOULDNT LET ME GO OUT but the rebellious me managed to get out of the house yesterday to play lan despite feeling so terrible with a fever inside. Still recovering from fever and much better now. i guess only sophia and shusze knows abt my few days old blog so im just gonna keep it short. My hair is gonna change colour soon, my ipod video is on the way, now i need a freaking laptop and if by chance you ever come across this blog, date me out PLEASE, i'll treat you to ice cream!! pool, movies and shopping is fine with me. :)

22/11

2007-11-21T20:30:00.000-08:00

Woke up early in the morning and found out that i had physio!! DAMN!! rushed to the hospital andguess what?!?! i forgot to bring my appointment card! GREAT! haha. beside the point, im gonna stay at home the whole of today and brother wong is coming over for lunchh! Last night was good, 4 plates of sting ray, 2 plates of clams, 1 plate of kang kong, 1 plate of mussels & 1 plate of sotong! The bill wasnt as crazy as i thought but better thank me cos i payed the most! BEL YEO!! you eat so much sting ray! #%&$%^&*&! OK, thats all for today. blogging is so boring haha.

life after Os,

2007-11-20T21:19:00.000-08:00

night out with dawn, choo, shu and sihui at SWENSENS! and HEYY, i'm no promiscuous boy though! HAHA