As what i've said in my previous post, i left class during lunch break. The classroom really made me emo like crazy. Dont know why, just wanted to get out for some fresh air. So i guess my grade for today will be an F.
Went to the sports complex and wanted to start gyming but it wont be open till 4. So me, sufi and mancy kicked pingpong ball for an hour before going up to the field. found a rugby ball and soccer ball so we had a great time playing off in the big field our self. Its really stupid. Its been a long time since i kicked a ball and i think i still got some stuff left. haha. I think that was the only moment that i was laughing and forgetting my sad life. After that, emo again at the gym. I just kept doing those weights and couldnt stop. My hands are weak and shaking now. Came home early and now infront of my notebook starting to emo again. wth.
Lets take a look at lovely history.
Hey guys! Thanks for the trip, haha i really love it! I miss the times we had in australia! Dreamworld, movieworld, jet boat, cooking our own dinner, blue mountains, aquarium, koala bears, kangaroo, opera house, drinking together and more!!!! Sop getting drunk, haha and the cool weather over there! It is so hot in Singapore, cant stand it! haha Taking the log ride and scooby doo ride for so many times! We were having so much fun, getting ourselves all wet! haha Having the same SUPERMAN shirt,wearing the same boxers, and jay jays fans! Haha cool ah! Everyone was looking at our boxers, and we got smacked on our ass! haha it was awesome! I really enjoyed the times we has together! :) I miss australia! :) Love you guys, see you soon! :) - qilin
Hi, i dont know what i have done wrong to deserve this. I was praying so hard that it would be all just a joke but i guess its not. You guys were and will always be the best clique i ever had in fairfield. The best group of friends. After wen told me that you were happier without me my heart really sank. But i guess its really true now and i know i cant do anything about what you all have decided. Thank you all for the good memories you all gave me. Thanks for the quarrels we had that made me realise that i loved you all more each time. Thanks for everything...I wish this wasnt happening. i still cant believe that in two weeks i have lost my most important group of friends' sorry if i have been wasting your time and bringing you all not happy but bad memories. Hope you all read this message before deleting it.. I really wished i could turn back time and change some things i did wrong.. But its too late now. I was really looking forward for your return so we can go out and catch up as usual.. It took me really long before i decided to send you all this last message. I guess its really over now... I'll never have the same group of friends like you all again, im sure. And every word i am saying is true. I'll never forget the good times we had. Love you guys always.., Take care and God bless. I hope you didnt think i was crapping and making up stories because i wasnt. I'll never forget this moment. I dont know how to express myself anymore.. I am really really sorry for anything ive done wrong. But i have no idea why this had to happen... I really love you guys. And will always. Good luck in all you do. There are still so many things i want to say to you all but i dont want to waste anymore of your time. So i guess that's it. I love you Guys, and i really mean it. Not just now but always. -bel
I'm feeling how bel would have felt at that time of her life. Its the same. If you think you were hurt at that time, try imagining my pain. I beg you. You are important to me.
Im emo again. I hate it man. Lord, you let me have friends that grow so close to me and now take away from me, i really hope that things will be okay and i find refuge under your wings when im at my lowest point.
Hope DB training will be okay tmr.
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